First things first: eat something for breakfast that you really care about. Next: today you'll hear your favorite song so many times it'll become monotonous. In a few months you'll regret whatever you do today and there's no satisfaction in that! Don't give yourself any credit for being generous, especially since you wrote a list of all the people who owe you something. You may suck the oxygen out of the room but that's only because your emotions don't mix well with your sexual desires. So remember: you can't force someone to love you, but you can certainly fake enthusiasm when you meet the opposite sex, or the same sex. Whichever demands the least commitment, go and have fun with it!